Maintaining

Update - A week into the Cymbalta decompression. Difficulty with anxiety, but it was based on something real, not imagined. This is actually more of a comfort than you might imagine.

But, unlike some, I don't blame my mistakes on other people.

I've gone a long way toward fixing my personal screw ups this last week. 1

Again, being vague, but in my life I'm sort of a spy. I have to maintain a cover of sorts to keep the facts from getting into the wrong hands.

So, at the end of a long and somewhat turbulant week, I just want to fade off into thin air and non-existence.